There are some things that you need to know before you message me. I do not mind you being over 18, I do not mind you being dry, grumpy, sad or anything else. Aslong as you are being yourself. Keep in mind, some people are flirty and if you are, cut that out, how people say it. Do not be flirty with me. I do not mind you asking me anything, so feel free to ask me any questions that you have.

Hello, I surely hope that you are having a nice day today. Thank you for caring to read a bit about me, in my carrd. I am Xavier, I am a 17 year old male. I am a introvert in real life, online aswell. I am a bit of a extrovert online, rarely. I have anxiety and insomnia. I live alone with my mother. You may think that you did not need to know that, but I think that you did. Because now you know that I do not have to go anywhere when I am having a conversation with you, unless I have work to do, or if I get any unexpected guests. I do not have any real life friends, I get nervous to even make eye contact with someone. I struggled with making friends in the past, and I currently struggle with this problem aswell. That is why I joined discord, to meet new people. I can use exclamation marks to show that I am feeling more that fine, that I am feeling a bit happy. If I am dry, that does not mean that I am upset, sad or anything else. That means that I am feeling fine.

A bit about my likes and dislikes. I like to go on walk trough the forest during midnight, because that is what I do every midnight. I like to read classic books, about the topics; philosophy, epistemology, and axiology. I am into archery, I do it myself. I have been doing archery for 7 years now, it is something very special for me. I like to watch doomer videos on YouTube, from a specific channel ''millenia thinker''. I absolutely love to work, I work the whole day, everday. And I like it. There is one thing that I dislike, arguments. I may disagree with you on something, which can happen with everyone. But if it does turn into an argument, then I will always agree with you.

• The link to the channel where I watch doomer videos.

I work in my free time, I read books. I go on a walk trough the forest every midnight. I play on my violin and guitar for myself, I have been playing the violin for 9 years and my guitar for 7 years. I enjoy playing volleyball and badminton, I play soccer sometimes aswell. I have been playing volleyball for 5 years in the position libero, I have been playing badminton for 3 years and I have been playing soccer for a year in the position goalkeeper. I cook and bake things everyday, My favourite dish to prepare would be tartiflette. I do some gardening everyday. I do archery, I have been doing archery for 7 years now.

Q: How is your relationship with your mother?
A: It is simply, bad.Q: Why do you take walks in the forest every midnight? What feelings or insights does this bring to you?
A: There is not a specific reason for this. I work during the night, and midnight aswell. I enjoy going on walks, it simply gives me a nice feeling. And it help me with my work, when I return home. I simply feel better. It reminds me of me and my grandfather when I was younger. In Seoul, he would always take me on a walk trough the forest. So it reminds me of him.Q: Are there any classic books or philosophers that have left a deep impression on you? Why?
A: I will simply answer this question, there are not. Atleast, not that I can think of/remember.Q: What attracted you to archery? In the past seven years, have you participated in any archery competitions or special events?
A: It is a kind of thing that I have gotten from my grandfather aswell. It again does remind me of him. I have not participated in any competitions or special events, but I did do achery together with my grandfather, we played a sort of match. So you can call it a sort of competition, I suppose.Q: You mentioned insomnia, but you still like your bed. Does this bed hold any special meaning for you?
A: To be specific, not really. It simply is just a simple bed. I enjoy sleeping, even though I do not do it a lot.Q: Why do you like the sensation of hugs and headpats, even though you've never truly experienced them?
A: I have heard a lot of it, a simple hug or a headpat. It sounds nice. I am not able to explain this feeling very well.Q: Which videos from the ''millenia thinker'' channel have left a deep impression on you? Why do you like them?
A: There are a lot of videos from millenia thinker that are able to relate to me, from my past mostly. It reminds me of my past, even though my past has not been the best.Q: What work do you do? How does working every day drive you forward?
A: I work as a waiter in a restaurant, almost three years. I do some video editing for other people, I help some other people to come up with ideas for their writing.Q: How do you view disagreements or differences between people? Why do you choose to avoid arguments, even when you believe you're right?
A: You can say that I simply hate arguments. I have had these a lot in the past, with my family to be specific. Which has not ended well. So I try to avoid any argument that I am able to avoid.Q: If you had the chance to change or add something to your daily life, what would it be?
A: I would simply say, nothing. My daily life is fine. Nothing special or interesting, and it can stay that way.Q: Are there any specific memories or experiences that have given you a deeper understanding of life or human nature?
A: Yes, there are. Which I would sadly not like to share or talk about, I truly apologize for this.

I know 8 languages. Korean, French, English, Spanish, German, Dutch, Polish and Japanese. My hair is quite long, just like the hair of a normal female. It is not a fun fact, but something unusual. I suppose.